Well actually this is a quite funny and a two- (or three-, or more) sided issue. Of course I do feel flattered being titled as number one in balletheels, highheel goddess and what ever but the truth is except for being the first showing highheels, balletheels and latex a way it was not common then I haven´t done anything special for this. I haven´t ever train for walking balletheels – infact before internet and this site start of which was more like an coincidence I was not even aware ability of walking extreme highheels might be something special for anybody – it were (and are) *simply the shoes* I like most.
But what a great experience it was to meet people in internet who shared the same preferences as me- to avoid the word fetish here! Very soon my little site became very popular internationally and well as well too expensive to maintain this way while there were more and more requests for my videos and photos.
Also while have spent already alot of money for highheels, corsets, latex, gloves and Co I recognized a woman might never have enough of them in her life anyway and though it was a hard decision – I am aware alot of people would not see what´s behind but they would only see it is a paysite and me modelling it (quite a difference to simply being known as somebody wearing shoes and outfits which are considered very extravagant in the neighbourhood!) – but I do love highheels so much and some ideas can be only realised with the background of a commercial project,- so several years ago light-fetish got a memberarea and became a paysite at least partly- still showing alot of free stuff but of course being able to provide it in this diversity and amount I (and YOU visiting my site as well ;) ) thank my members.
At the end of 2009 I decided to close the site completely within some 6 month,- though still having a lot of ideas I would have loved to realize and so beautiful outfits to show it is still quite an hedonistic issue for me but at the same maintaining such a site it self lets hardly time for any other hobbies and also there are too many weird things in internet I do not want to deal with in my leisure time,- light-fetish is still *just* a hobby for me and I want to stay it this way. An accident in February 2010 changed quite everything about this: my whole huge unique collections of highheels, corsets, latex and designer outfits etc. were destroyed completely. At first I thought it would make it easier for me to stop doing light-fetish which had become a really important part of my life, with all those nice contacts, chats, new friends, – everything about it. But it came differently- I experienced such an amazing support from my members, from my friends, from my family (never thought they would care at all for what I am doing here before- several of my new pointy GML stiletto heels are a gift from my Mom- getting highheels from her for the first time in my life!!! ) -> ..At this, I HAD to continue it – well and today I am glad I did.
So at now it is at 90% or even more of my amazing new shoe collection as well as all the beautiful outfits you see in memberarea all thanks to my members. So may be it is not one of the largest anymore but for sure one of the most special (and for me for sure most beautiful as well) highheel collections in the world. Thank you alot <3 <3 <3 for that – I would not have thought highheels and co might mean more for me than they did before- but they do and I am really grateful for this overhelming experience.
Quite funny, right? As if it was my fate to make a site like this furthermore :)- while I think me quite untypical for it being neither an exhibionistic nor an extrovert person.
So you know now – though I of course do like compliments – and it makes me especially happy to hear my videos and photos are enjoyed, – at the same I feel quite irritated to be titled a highheel goddess, stiletto princess, balletboot queen, fetish marquise and what ever; at the same there are so many of all these princesses and goddesses (and kings?? ) in the internet one actually might start to think it special being oneself but not one of those ! So if you need a name for me- call me *pantera – well actualy as a part of my nick I was called this already in the school. And for the case a kind of pre-name or title is necessary entertaining a site like this ^^ I have decided to usurp highheel DeVil or Hell (v)on HighHeels or something like this for me- though have not decided yet which exactly so nice (BAD) suggestions are welcome too .